Dead dead dead deeeaaad.
I'm so tired and deaaaad.

Mphg. Lately, it's been a really cluster with my life. Filling out forms and sending e-mails for uni, not to mention taking care of my Grams until I move out.
This does not bode well when it comes to practicing things.
I'm the type of person that has to be alone in terms of playing games and writing. And since I'm never alone now, both of them have went to an abrupt halt. I wish I could practice writing/play the PS2 in my room, but most of the time mom is sleeping and her room is right across the hall.
Yesterday, luckily, I manage to get an hour of Baten Kaitos before having to do the laundry and cooking dinner. And the day before, I managed to break a two week silence by playing Tales of Symphonia for about half an hour.
I seriously cranked up the volume during the prologue and literally went, "Ahhhh!" And I smiled and giggled while hearing Kratos' voice. Man, I missed that voice.
All in all, it gives me some load of stress, causing me to eat more, causing me more stress, causing me to tire out easily, then I'll eventually sleep for a whole day.

I've also come to the ultimate decision of purchasing the XBox360 rather than the PS3. (Mom said she found a used 360 along with a bunch of games for 300$. Deal!) This still pains me, because I seriously wanted The Last Guardian, which is the finale of the ever so awesome ICO trilogy which basically kicks the behind of any artistic game on the face of the PLANET.
But, the 360 comes first because of the larger selection of RPGs--okay, well, better games in general(I've basically made a huge list of the games I want for the PS3 and the 360, the latter wins). Plus, I don't think I want to wait a year or two for the Tales of Vesperia port for the PS3, if it ever comes Stateside.
Speaking of the Tales game, I might finally get a copy of Abyss. Thank you, eBay. It's still a maybe, but the Free shipping is too sweet a deal to refuse. Plus, it's a cheaper price compare to the stuff on Amazon.